Monday, August 15th, 2005
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6:11 pm - Grrrrr...Men
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Well Joe said that he bought me a present...so I will have a suprise when I get home. Found a way to sneak on to the net at work but is has to be after 5 pm....sigh. Tonight joe also mentioning wanting to go hang our at Kim's house for her Monday Night party. I ragged on him because he doesn't spend enough time with my friends. Last night I think I scared him by cancelling the wedding shower. I think he knows that I am fucking serious about him getting it together before the wedding. I also asked him to buy a new water pump for the fish pond and he did so...amazing. I have one more issue to deal with before wedding day....emotions that need to be locked in a closet or dealt with....I just found out a certain person is building a new house 5 minutes from me....sigh....and he is so sweet....I almost left Joe for this person last fall....the drama never ends
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12:23 am
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Additionally, today is the last day of the Mercury retrograde phase that began on July 22. The pace will quicken in the days ahead. "
Finally get this shit over with...fuck
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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9:14 pm - Damn August
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I decided to call off the wedding shower for next Sat. Some of you know why. Yes am I having second thoughts about the wedding. Everything is so complex. I told myself I only want to get married once....we shall see. Joe is always working nights 5 days a week from 6pm to 2 am. I see him Sundays after 8 pm and mondays after 8:00. I work 11-7:00 and have a really good job. Because of the bonus checks from my job I don't need a second job. If i worked up here I would probably need to get two jobs for awhile. What it boils down to is that we no longer have time for eachother. When I'm out on a Thur, Fri or Sat everyone always things I'm single. I want to be with someone who can make the effort to spend some dcent time with me.
I also bought everything for the house and bought the house.....I asked Joe what he bought....his answer was "the glue for the entertainment center".....nice.
He has no car payments while I pay $260 a month for my CRV....plus insurace....
I also want to apologize to Nefaria....we had a little spat because our wedding days were back to back...weddings in my opinion are very sacred. It's a joyous moment between friends and family. There has been too many signs......I will update you all if I do it or not.
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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12:48 am - hot Damn
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Criss Angel is one sexy creature....his music has always been good but watching his show Mindfreak is a real treat....mmmm
Joe painted the porch...put up the drapes and offered to bring me home some yummy take out from his work....so he is out of the dog house. He truly is a great guy...he's cute...he's patient and hell of a lover!
It's sinking in....I will soon be Mrs. CAruso....kick ass!
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Monday, August 8th, 2005
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9:41 pm - This shit is getting old
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Well I got home today to find that Joe did nothing!!! He was off all day and tried to nail back the entertainment center together and that's it. I asked him to put up our drapes in the living room (10 minutes of nailing and hanging) I also for him to start painting the trim on the house....I started the porch last night to come home to nothing painted at fucking all. I know he wants to enjoy his days off but we just moved into a fucking new house and need to unpack shit and settle in. He can even help by doing the dirty dishes that were in the sink or doing the laundry all stacked up in our garage from our move. Maybe I am just being a ball buster but what the fuck. This laziness better fucking stop. I will still get married for the sake of fucking doing it....and I do love Joe....but some people need to start pulling their fucking weight. I bought the house and all the new furniture we have...even the fucking computer desk. I asked him to buy a fucking $30 computer chair and he had a fucking spaz. I am a smart, decent looking woman and I know I can do better if this shit keeps up. Someone is going to get a talking to tonight...
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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4:41 pm
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Feeling much better today...so I probably want to go out tonight...so ladies, call me with the 411 or the scoop on tonight. Sorry Kimmy I couldn't go out last night....it seems like Adam's band sure plays a lot. Need to write and mail out wedding invites this week..starting with out of state guestsfirst....my aunt sent me some really cool stuff from this store calle the Scotish Lion...send me a nice pic of a bag piper and a giant pin of our clan symbol...i already have the clan necklace hanging in my car. So let me know what you folks are up to tonight...but i gotta go easy on the booze.
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Friday, August 5th, 2005
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6:28 pm
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Grrr....I am hung over....can't party until 5 am like I used to....going to go home after work and sleep. I'll be in better spirits to go out tomorrow. So if anyone is going to try to reach me tonight...I'll be napping away.
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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6:06 pm
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It's been awhile since my last update....sign. I stare at computers at work all day and when I get home I only check e-mail every other day. Gwen is supposed to send e-invites to the shower since she was late in getting out written invites...so we will see (It's on Aug 20th). Weddings are a pain in the ass..i can't wait to get the day over with...now my family is making requests for me to be playing "rancheros"...I hate that fucking kind of music but I know how much it will mean to them if I play 3 certain songs....sigh: Flor de las Flores, La Marcha (wedding march) and Rancho Grande. but little do they now Marshall has a whole other set of stuff we are doing. I still need to find a bag piper for the ceremony...Oz is coaxing me into getting our wedding license...which I need to get done. I need to go over the hand fasting with her. I need to mail out invites this weekend and hope it all comes together. We are estimating about 150 ppl....going to be a crazy mix of Goths, Scottish folk, Spanish folk and Sicilian folk. It's a plated dinner so when you get your invites please be sure to RSVP.
Went to Enchanted Mountain Gathering this weekend in the Jemez...had a great time and the fellow witches we met up with had great energy. Roxanne and I really enjoyed the company and i've always liked the energy better in the Jemez. Got to see some folks from Coven of the Shaded Moon...was a good time. Then went to the show at the Launchpad...was cute. Then got to see all the people pulled over by the Rio Rancho chps. They don't fuck around when it comes to drinking and driving. So before I drive home now...i switch to redbull or coke. The next pagan gathering is Magical Mountain Mabon in Sept in Tijeras....we need more goths to represent. We're not being ostricized anymore.
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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1:03 am - Dear John, Fuck you
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Ok....I have been pretty mellow the past few days but tonight I seriously feel like killing someone. My maid of honor is throwing me a bridal shower on Aug. 20 and still hasn't sent out the invites! She knows most of everyone's e-mail addresses so i said to send a e-invite...well she wants the addresses and will send the invites from Denver...grrrrrr.....poor planning. Then Joe is freaking out about our first mortgage payment...he's bitching about how he is going to be broke. Boo fucking hoo.....I had to cough up 3000 to pay for closing costs on this place.....now this was before i got he check for the land i sold. Then had to pay a large chunk to the student loan people, it was either that or get my wages garnished. Then of course when you a buy a house you have to buy your own frige, stove, washer and table etc etc....and couch. Did Joe ever say thank you...fuck no......then i ask him for 40 bucks towards the car insurance because we have a joint policy and he bitches about that too. It gets even better...my mom put 1000 down on the wedding....and I was then told I have to pay for the rest. There's 150 fucking ppl on the guest list..!!!!! WTF....it's not like she is broke. Enjoy your new car and remodel of your bathroom mom.
So here's a fuck you letter.....wish i can split somewhere for a few days but it's too late to take off work. Fuck fuck fuck........
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Monday, July 25th, 2005
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3:39 pm - Slowly moving
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Finally moved the beds over to the new house. Getting the couch, washer and frige delivered next weekend. Then soon comes the mortgage payments.....fun. May go to Kims with Joe tonight to do the party thing...Joe hasn't seen everyone for awhile. Also I want to get a group of people to go to tomorrow for the hearing about the all ages/alcohol venue meeting. This is a big deal, it can close bars like Pulse and the Launchpad and this law needs to be fought. THe meeting is at 9 am on Tuesday. Also Roxanne and I were going to buy passes for EMG and Stevie Nicks. One hour to go before work is over..yay.
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Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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5:39 pm - What the fuck?
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3:01 am - Sigh
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Thursday, July 21st, 2005
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6:41 pm - Bad moon on the rise
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This moon is really fucking with people....
We decided it would be best to do the Gathering in August. Creepshow is playing Sat and the following weekend is the fetish show and Enchanted Mountain gathering. My boss and mo co-worker told eachother off....this happened before I got to work...she called him a drunk ass and he called her a cunt...hmmm....a little too personal. Never ever try to get too chummy with your boss....be professional. Going to see Mandkind is Obsolete here in Santa FE then shoot down to the club...maybe the band will want to come to the club? So I will be there later than usual. tomorrow need to get tix for Stevie Nicks....Roxanne and I are going if anyone else wants to go. My friend Fred is starting a new goth night in Philly....Good luck Freddie!! Time to finish work and hope the moon doesn't get to me too.....
"Don't go out tonight, it's bound to get your life.....there's a bad moon on the rise"
-John Fogarty
PS Raputina slaughtered that song
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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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3:56 pm - My home phone is fucked fucked fucked
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We still have to go outside and plug the damn thing into the phone box. It gets better.....when I called MCI to find out when my phone will be transferred they told me it can take up to 3 weeks! I put in the order on July 7....I wanted the phone done by this weekend. So I told MCI to cancel my home service because I was goin back to Qwest....I was then told they couldn't cancel my phone svc because they can't do one phone order at the same time as the other. WTF? So then I repeated myself "when can i cancel my service with you, I want to cancel it ASAP." This is what I got in response "I am a supervisor and I am telling you we can't cancel your phone service because we can't do one phone order over another. I said then responded "When will one of the phone orders clear so I can do so".....she then said 2 days. I felt like saying why the fuck couldn't you tell me that in the first place...but instead i said ok then..have a great day and hung up the phone. What the fuck is wrong with ppl? And before that I was on hold for 20 minutes listening to shitty music...Fuck MCI phone service!!!
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2:40 pm - Peppermint Creeps, Pretty boy Floyd
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Hey you guys, they are playing in El Paso on Sept 10....road trip...we should go!!! Just saw the confirmed date on pollstar.com
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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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6:03 pm - PS....
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We're getting a u-haul truck this weekend (so we can move it all on one trip)....so if anyone is bored on Sunday and wants pizza and wine....please call us or e-mail us
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5:50 pm - Fate works in mysterious ways
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I am kind of glad i didn't move the big stuff this past weekend. I had to finish painting the bedroom. I got another can of merlot paint and...the shade was off from the paint on the wall. The first person who mixed my paint fucked up. I re-painted the entire room yesterday and the shade is way better. It came out like it was supposed to. The fucked up paint was almost a brown/black cherry. Our new home is slowly coming together. When Joe joined me at the new house later we didn't want to leave, so much that we just ran to the store and got an air mattress....we needed one in case ppl need to crash in the living room anyway. We do live in the cop infested rio Rancho and if ppl are drunk we'll get them to stay in the guest room and living room. We'll do the big move this weekend and hopefully the phone will transfer by then....(another good reason why we didn't do it this weekend). So you can try calling the old # but it sucks...sometimes you call you get voicemail and sometimes you call you get a weird beeping sound....damn landlords don't give a shit. Thank goodness I have puter access at work but I can't check my aol account...they are scared if we use aol, hotmail or yahoo we will get viruses. When my phone is bunk so is my net access. In the past 3 days I've had to go out to the connection box and plug my phone in there because my landlord will not look at the wires under the house. To make shit worse...i think one of my cats died under there.....I am missing Romeo and there's been a stench of death....I can't wait until I am out of that place!
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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5:28 pm - Moving is so much fun!
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Well today we were supposed to move a huge load but it fell through. I love how Joe decided how today was going to be a major day for moving but forgets to take the day off from his second job. It's like I have the phantom fiance. No one ever seems him unless its on a Sun, Mon or Tue. We works two FT jobs Wed-Sat. We were going to use someone's truck to move but it fell through but we're going to do it tomorrw,,,,I hate moving. I need to turn on the water at the new house....it was shut off....didn't realize it was such a pain. Now I have all these bills that I took for granted when I was renting. I have to pay for the trash, water, PNM (nothing new), phone and cable...fuck all these bills!!!! So i have to haul water for my poor fishes until I move in. Also my home phone is acting fucked again, I can't check e-mail or nothing. The fucking stray cats went under the house and fucked the phone lines. The only way I can make calls is if I go out to the phone box and plug my phone in directly. The good news is I'm getting a new phone # in Rio Rancho with real phone service. THe lines out here are so old and shitty. Until I move in to my new place....I'm using this Tracfone # 252-1754. I don't care if I post it one here because it's a pay as you go cell phone. So if anyone needs to reach me in the next 4 days...there ya go!
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Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
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4:44 pm - Bloody Bastards
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So I sign off and close on the land on Friday. Um today is Tuesday and still no dinero! WTF!!! I came to the realization it was the title company that was fucking around, not my real estate agent. She was cool enough to give me a $100 gift card to American Home Furnishing. I'm going to use it towards my coach....I'm not fucking around this time.....going to get a black leather italian sofa. I need to get into high gear and move shit quickly, my phone number will be changing in the next week. I will keep everyone posted or if you call the old # it will give you my new one when it changes. I wish Joe didn'r have to work WEd-Sat night....I'd like for him to come out with me....sucks.
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Monday, July 11th, 2005
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11:11 am
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